The reason I want to create is to make windows into the world of symbols, the immaterial world of thought, of immateriality.
I want to live in that world, to exist both at the atomic level and the level of the whole, within everyone and…what if I am living in everyone and I am just experiencing what this person is experiencing but to experience anyone’s perspective it must be taken on its own, without any glimpses of any other-
I already live in that world. I just don’t see it around me, nor do I do any work to perceive it. All I do is fantasize about it, like a kid who wants to participate the Olympica but never ran a mile in his life.
The erowid vaults fall far short in the way of instruction. There must be people in this world who can access those planes of existence without any kinds of drugs. Those would be the kind of people who are existing constantly on that plane, rather than occasionally visiting it like tourists.